December 29, 2009
Grateful - sometimes I have a hard time saying it out loud...why? Well, the Christmas before we lost Ryan I remember sharing with my mother in law how happy I was, how I literally felt so happy that I feared something bad happening and just 2 months later we lost Ryan. So for the past 17 years I almost cringe after speaking of my happiness or being grateful for anything, for if I do I may jinx...
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