Feeling sad tonight...

I'm feeling really sad tonight. Missing Ryan and the life I didn't get to share with him. Looking through a lot of his pictures and seeing his happy smile. I know all those sayings and I am thankful to have had and lost him then to not have had him at all. But there are still those selfish times when I just want to scream WHY ME? WHY HIM?

Why was it my child who died at the age of 5?

I need to get more of his pictures and stories in my scrapbooks. I already thought of the title for a book I can do for him.
A lifetime of Memories in only 5 years